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That would hurt a lot! Wanting to be numb and not feel it sure makes sense.
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thanks so much for this.... someone else understanding sure helps to feel less alone and "crazy". (meaning- I don't know what I should feel and if what I feel isn't normal
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Do you think he did it on purpose, or could it have been a mistake? Why do you think it happened? That might have a lot to do in determining how you feel too.
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He said he just wasn't thinking.....
*sigh*....
him NOT thinking in regards to me and us, happens A LOT. first he got mad at me for being upset.... that's usually what he does-- gets mad at me coz I express upset.
I rarely expressed emotions as a child-- to laugh set me up for some kind of attack (as I'd be noticed) and to cry set me up for ridicule. I've tried to stay in a non-feeling gliding-type mode all my life-- but things happen, like my treasures being ruined-- then that results in some kinds of emotions to swell up and I get confused.