Yes, I know that my depression has been worsening day by day, but today- the tiredness, the total and utter exhaustion, the complete lack of motivation... I got myself into trouble the last time I got this far down- the bed was my 2nd home and I altho it was so difficult I had to make an effort to get up and stay away from the bed. But I did take the dog for a walk. I'm not sure of my reasoning behind that. Ordinarily it is exercise, a great thing for the dog, and a way of getting out of the house for no2 and myself. But at the moment things aren't 'ordinary'. I have stitches in my leg from SI, and I am totally exhausted. I did make it back in 1 piece but am looking towards the bedroom very longingly. Unfortunately the tiredness I am feeling isn't being felt by no2 at the moment tho, so that will have to wait. Not sleeping well doesn't help things either, now I recall the shocker of a night I had last nite. Well, I will read no2 her bks and hope I can convince her it is nap time... :