Hey, thanks guys...
Um, I have to admit that the more I read the same things over and over about it, the more I see how it fits me. There are just certain things that confuse me and don't seem to fit...
Like, the other night, I cried myself to sleep cuz I kept having all these thoughts about my grandpa dying. He's getting older and he's my whole world right now. I absolutely adore him! And the other night I kept having all these thoughts about "what would happen when he dies" and what it would do to me and how lost I'd be without him. It scares me to think about it. But I couldn't stop...the thoughts wouldn't stop going through my head.
Idk... I'm just ready to get some answers and be done with all of this mess...