It'sd not that I care to have sex, I just want to be able to meet someone at a
Deep place of understanding, that conversations can be just as intense as having sex.

I just want to be with someone who cares to be cared for and vice versa. I listen to many people saying I look like a man. Now that would be okay if I were okay with that however I am not okay looking like a man. I am a woman with all the mess that comes with that. I wish I were a guy. Too many emotions with being a girl. and where these emotions come from is way beyond me and yet they are coming out of me.

I know this doesn't make sense. I just don't want to be alone so I am asking
"Mother Earth or God," to bring love to me and no not so much sexually. I just want that part to be 50/50 not 3/97.....
I don't know what A sexual exactly is other then no go neither sex. I can see myself in a relationship...I just need it to be soon. I've waited 15 years being a ***** with the ex-T I had seen. I feel all used up, who would want me now? I don't feel this has anything to do with self-esteem however I have been wrong before. seriously.
Thanks to you guys that just wants to be there and that is awesomely cool!
Hats off to some great people here. Crew