My dad fell so my brother and him went to urgent care to get checked out. My niece is in bed and I am just sitting downstairs feeling so alone... Like I have felt more alone when they are here, emotionally anyway, but just sitting here idk I just feel empty. Like I know I should probably be doing something but can't. Having morbid thoughts and just still feeling overwhelmed and can't stop worrying about one thing or another so I will probably play a computer game so I can stop thinking.