It's been about a year and a half since I self-injured regularly. Every day is a struggle to not slip up or even relapse... But for some reason tonight is especially hard. It would be so easy to just give in and do it, but would it be worth it? I'm so conflicted about everything going on right now, I just don't know what else to do.
I just really want to, and I'm afraid to tell anybody. I need help, but just can't ask for it...
I guess I really just needed to vent and get it out...