Hey, I like that "line" from Alanis Morissette Some things I do not care for of hers but some I do. There's one I can't remember the title but it tels about her seeing a married guy and asking him more or less if she is "better" than his wife or woman, is that "You oughta know"?? Getting back to my problem, we had this years ago after I had my son which was a difficult labor (very sore) and hubby was losing patience, what a f***k! I mean can I help it?? Years went by and things got real good then waned and then a little better but now it has happened again, but this time I am feeling if it really bothers him so much he can leave, after all maybe indirectly he is the cause? You guys do not realize it is the way they talk to their woman during the day which helps get them "somewhere" sometimes, but when you talk to your wife like she is your secretary or mentally handicapped cause she takes psychiatric medications (maybe I'm overeacting on this one) this may be making me feel resentment? I don't know I've mentioned it to my doc and therapist they suggest he attends therapy with me and he says there is no problem, yeah right, then why does he get all moody about the lack of sex? Why does he get all pissy when I freeze up and push him away and tell him "I'm not in the mood"! I don't know the answer but I cannot keep up this charade for the family much longer. At this point I'd rather be alone, just my son and dog can live very happily. Wow, what "venting" am I doing on this rainy, dreary day, in between "Thanksgiving" housecleaning, for the company we are having that I did not invite, hubby invited his family who I really do like, but with my dad being so gravely ill and far away I really do not feel like entertaining Thank God he does the cooking, he loves cooking, I prefer I clean cause he does a lousy job at that so we do manage to make a good team at some things in life
Well I better stop depressing everyone with my whining, ha!ha!
Have a nice weekend
"darkeyes"