Hi community,

A little about me - I'm a 25 year old man. I graduated from college but I'm starting to question if I have ADD, depression, OR some brain and cognitive problem. I know i have issues with annunciation of words. I find it sometimes I get on a roll and then a simple word will come out (may I say retarded)

The other night at dinner we were having a discussion and my gf was telling her family about a meal I made. She noticed I hadn't spoken much and was hoping I would join in. She prefaced the conversation with "made a great meal for me.. it was XXXX) she was like what did you put in it? and (later she told me) all I said was ummm chicken and ... i dont know. but the truth is i still couldnt give you a run down of how I made the recipe.. and I don't know if I have brain damage, ADD, depression, or am just lazy?

I think I need to see some one but I do not have health insurance. I'm not sure I want to be prescribed methamphetamine's like adderoll but maybe it would help.

I often thin my brain could use to be turned up just a few notches to get my mind to churn faster. Also I am exhausted alot. I do not think I have ADHD, but rather ADD.