Hi Hopefull

I could have written a lot of what you did. I'd just say that some of my childhood stuff has come out in recent T sessions (I dissociate so it hasn't always been in my control what comes out) and it has been very helpful. My T has encouraged me to look at things through adult eyes rather than child eyes and that has helped me to feel better about it all. Once I've acknowledged what happened in the past it becomes a little easier to deal with what is happening now.
Keep on going!