Thank you myself. Yesterday really shook me up. My T recognised that it was a hard session for me.

I'm not sure how *I* can handle talking with T about the calling me back issue, though the thing you said aobut telling him it bothers me when he has trouble doing it might be a good place to start. I guess I'm scared of getting "stuck" in a memory piece. I'm also struggling with being partially aware of what is happening (I know one of the insiders is speaking but I can't override her). It's such a weird feeling.
T was very good yesterday about using what alice and elsie told him to help me deal wiht past stuff. Maybe that is what you meant aobut recognising the triggers. He did say that I seem to dissociate when I am dealing with things that trigger strong emotional involvement.
I have learnt from yesterday that I need to avoid morning sessions. I found it so hard to function in front of classes yesterday afternoon. I need to make sure i have my sessions at the end of the day so I can go home and take care of me.
Thanks for the response.