I asked about the ect because it needs ( at least in my professional experience) a psychiatrist, not just a therapist, and I did not know if your therapist was an md or not.
For what it is worth, I don't think you are here to annoy people and I don't really get that tone from your threads. I often get responses in my threads where it seems to strike a chord and I am often told to quit and other things that could be read as though other posters are somewhat frustrated or angry or confused at me- so I do understand the worry. I try not to take it personally and continue to try to work out whatever lead me to post in the first place. I try to look at it as a debate or opportunity to clarify or expand or whatever - in writing here.