I only post here because I don't have anyone else to ask. My T can't help me (she tries though), my doc doesn't care, neither does my psychiatrist. So I thought I would try anonymous people on the internet.

The closest word you can get to describe all my feelings are "acid". Like acid is leeching through my pores. I have told both my Ts (past and current) this but it was not a good enough answer. But thats as close as I can get.