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i envisioned how devastated my son would be. it took me back to reality even tho i was in desperate despair.
there came a day when i thought it might be better for him if i was gone. that's when i asked to be put in the psych ward. i knew i needed major help. i could no longer help myself and i knew it. another moment of reality and clarity, thank goodness.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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