Loneliness is a terrible thing to go through. It is even harder having to go through a complete life transition, because eventually the person you love becomes a great part of your life and losing that calls for a lot of changes. I agree with the above poster that you have to have more out of life than revolving your life around love, but at the same time, losing a loved one can completely throw your life out of balance and leave you only thinking about fulfilling that need. This is a hard time and a hard transition for you and I honestly don't have any good advice, because I'm in a similar boat, but you're not alone and I hope that you can find the comfort and support here to get you through. *hugs*