I'm about to get married in 5 months, and I feel like I am sabotaging my relationship with the best guy I could ever hope to know. He's been my best friend for years, but he's completely clueless when it comes to helping me during this tough time (the depression, not the wedding). I feel like I intentionally push him away at times and then I'm upset when he isn't around to help me put myself back together. I need to find a happy medium so that I can save my relationship.