I reckon i am pretty healthy physically, and I can't see the scientific evidence to support meds. i have sampled one before.

But I can't solve my problem. so i'm not rulling out there being something physically wrong. I suspect though, it is mentally induced and possibly caused by my surroundings. I don't actually know what causes my problem, which is a kind of irritability and boredom, which eventually leads me to becoming depressed. Its the irritabiliyt, the lack of enthusiasm and boredom that makes it so appealing to use excapisms. but I can't see how to make my life better, to make that feeling go away.