((((Sawe)))) of course you're not crazy, you took a big step and opened up, perhaps you remember T reacting differently because you disclosed something really private, like a self-preservation thing? As for room, you'd only been once maybe it seemed bigger because it was scary the first time you went? Could be totally wrong here, sorry if I am. There's stuff I don't remember in T's room, sometimes it's like going into a new room. you're definitely not crazy though so please don't worry