I rang up my T today and asked if I should go to the hospital but she reckons the hospital is full and it is highly likely they'd just send me home (she works at the hospital). That is a bummer because I was going to admit myself this afternoon after I spoke to her. She suggested all the textbook things about coping, which I have tried and they still don't work. ARGHHHHH ahh the joys of living in a country with a sub-par medical system.