I know how you feel. I font feel like a goog enough person and that everyone elses needs are more important tnan mine. I feel dirty and impure and a burden in the worldwide. I had adverso brushed with death and for the life of me can't understand why I'm still here! My friends and family say I'm like a cat with 9 lives. I wish I'd have gone out with one of them. I feel like I'm taking up space for someone more deserving.