I don't know how much you have been discussing your CSA with your T but that could be a little of what the dream might be trying to tell you? You need to look at it, confront it, discuss it with your T. Maybe you have been feeling your T has been pressing you to do that and you do not like it. I would discuss the dream with your T, it sounds like it could be a great tool for the two of you to use to work together.