Hey I was wondering does anyone here take a drug called Paxil and having major problems with it?

Heres the reason, i am taking Paxil and I have serioulsy high sensitivity to any form of medication perscription or non perscription due to the severity of my Abuse and I am not taking it to well. My moods are well out of control at this time when i have it in my system it gives me major chest pains, not only that my suicidal thoughts have gotten worse.

The Doctor that gave it to me keeps saying stay on it stay on it, even th ought its giving me the above symptoms and making me loose weight through a great deal of vomitting. Now i am at a stage where I am terrifide to even take any of the medication itself. I have tried time and time again telling the doctor how it makes me feel, but he does not listen to me at all. I feel that he is the last resort beacuse I am not amble to find anyone on my insurance who cares enough and who knows enough about trauma and abuse that will take me.

Is anyone having the same problems as i am with Paxil and any other meds? DOes anyone have any adivice for me? Can anyone help me?

THanks for listening i hope i have not wasted space here. Bear.