Your so young! your body hasnt even begun to grow, youll stunt your growth and put yourself and very early risk for a number of serious health complications. Your seriously playing with fire. Talk to someone FAST!!!! RUN DO NOT STOP TO COLLECT THE 200 DOLLARS just get somewhere even if you have to go into treatment. I wish there had been something like this when i was your age and i had enough courage to say something but i didnt. i am speaking from experience, I waas a gymnast and thrown into a world of anorexia at a very tender age and am now 38 and still stuck in this horrible disease with irreversable damages to by bomes, stomach, intestines, kidneys and heart. Listen to someone who herself had to lean the long hard way. this is not the road you want to travel. Please get help. I add you as a contat and you can ask me anything. Im praying for you!!!!!