Thanks Notz.

Sometimes I read on here about people who've managed to be sober for years, and I get quite panic stricken about it, because I can't imagine years. I've gone months in the past without it, and obviously when I was younger, pregnant, nursing, all those things, I didn't drink at all, never thought about it. It just crept up on me while my husband was ill, and since then it's come and gone in cycles. So I suppose it's been a problem since 2008.