Thread: am I crazy?
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Old Jan 17, 2012, 08:56 PM
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Originally Posted by sittingatwatersedge View Post
Last week when I came home from first meeting with T2, I recalled her room, very large, and how it felt to sit under a light the whole time. This week when i went back I was stunned to find the room less than half the size I remembered it, and there are no lights in there that could give the effect which I remember very well.

I told T2 and with a little smile she was like, hm, well that walll has always been here. Now I am getting worried ... am I crazy?
No. When I think about where I sit and where my therapist sits, she always seems so far away. At my last session, i realized (after almost a year), how close we actually are.

Perceptions can be weird and disconcerting.
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