I'm glad you submitted the post. I consider you one of our treasures & I don't want to lose you. Since you've posted, at least I can tell you that i hear your plea to be worked with. I would imagine that your meds would have to be reaccessed before any possibility of that could be decided, don't you think? If there's something to be done about the meds, something that would make you feel less inclined to be thinking suicide so necessary, then any need for inpatient would also change.

At least that's what I think.

Roadrunner