Tonight I started feeling manic again--extremely irritable, no patience, short fuse, can't concentrate on any one thing. She said if that kept up to keep increasing the dosage. I'll see how things go between now and Friday and go from there. I"m pretty sick of the mania and mixed states--especially when I know the crash that will take me into a pretty bad depression is coming if I don't get straightened out--so I'm about willing to do anything to put an end to them. I just want to feel normal. I'll take grogginess and tons of caffiene with normal if that's what it takes.