Don't know why, but I hear you. Been in my own I-don't-want-to-be-here place.

** gentle hugs (((( depressedalaskan )))) sitting near **

I decided, then, to wait another day. Another hour. I'm an alcoholic. I recovered through AA, & learned to survive not drinking 5 mins at a time. Now I keep living that way, when that's the only way I can.

Works for this roadrunner.
Call on me anytime, if you wanna.