I will talk to my doctor about, all of this when I go in to my new one.. She sounds like she really wants to talk to me about all of my problems and actually wants to listen..

Thank you.. I will be kind to myself as much as I can of course..


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The Toa pours our everthing into life --
It is cornucopie that never runs dry.

It is the deep source of everything--
it is nothing and yet in everything.