You're doing good to be talking openly about your problems. Good for you!

Yes, it's uncomfortable to get those things out in the open, but once they are then you can get the help that you need to overcome them. It does sound like you have people in your corner who care about you and will help you fight.
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Wendy
<font color=orange>"They accused us of suppressing freedom of expression. This was a lie and we could not let them publish it." ... from the Director of Censorship...
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg