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Originally Posted by TheQuietOnexx
I think you know what I meant about curling up with the cat..
I know I need to do it for me. but I don't want to fight with my family.
I know I shouldn't skip the appt.
I'm just so scared that I'll go in and stay safe but then nothing will get any better. I can't cope with nothing getting better.
the dr the other day sounded like she thought nothing would ever get better.
I'm not sure I can take it.
I am crazy. the voices. the laughing.
I don't want to do this. it needs to end. or it all will.
thankyou for replying, it means alot.
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you have alot of insight when it comes to what you go through I can tell ...and that fear?....yeh I know that one well. Like it's over before it even begins, and I already feel helpless...how am I going to cope with feeling hopeless as well? and I don't expect I will cope anyway.
ouch!!
I am glad you decided to share this stuff because it's not necessarily about getting advice or solving problems QuietOne....it's more about just connecting with someone who gets it.
I am proof that things can and will get better...it's hard as hell my friend and you are winning even though it doesn't seem like it from inside!
I had a T that I respected alot...and when I was at my wits end which was often...he would just say to me
"mate,...all you have to do right now is survive...nothing else, can you do that?"
...and I would just say after a little bit..."well yeah, I can do that I reckon".
it has been good to chat with you
and as far as me replying QuietOne...
you are welcome
J