Still feeling sad for him, somewhat confused about the situation and feeling the long wait of 2,5 weeks. I am a bit afraid I could start feeling like he has left for good and without any chance to contact him. So I ended up mailing him last night. Telling him, I was glad I could see him, asking him if he could maybe write something for me that would reassure me in case I get afraid again and wishing him all the best for whatever it is.
Now I feel incredibly stupid about writing to him. He probably will be in only one more day this week and not having the time for my mail. I feel stupid about asking him to write something reassuring for me... I wish I would not have sent that mail...
And now I have to sit it out for 2,5 weeks...