Thanks everyone, for your encouragement! I'm really trying to look forward. The reason I wanted to try the CBT with this particular therapist is because the woman leading my hubby and I's marriage course also has PTSD from a sexual trauma, went to this doctor, and it made the world of difference for her. If I can't get in with her, though, I'm looking elsewhere. I'm determined to have a T by Sunday!! That's my goal. Also, I'm doing job interviews (had one want to hire me to start today, but just got a call from a health center that needs a full time front desk person, and I'm like 'jackpot'!!!) so my schedule is still up in the air. Hopefully by tomorrow I'll have more answers. (Interview at the health center in 45 minutes, I should go get ready!)