I just read some of your past posts. your core person does have times of awareness. there is a post where your host talked about a therapist talking with their alters.

if you at this moment are an alter trying to find your host-- just think about who you are protecting, who you are doing things for, what things you do that others in your system cant handle.

alters already know what their job/purpose for being is and what they do for the host.

that doesnt mean you will be able to sense, communicate with the host, know what the host is thinking, know what the host needs and wants are...and many other things.

there is a thing called co consciousness. if you and the host (core) are not co conscious (sense each other, communicate with each other) there is not much you can do right now. it means the host(core) is not ready yet. the host is still in the denial stage, the host (core)is scare to have contact with the alters, or the host (core) isnt ready to know what you (the alters) remember.

someday co consciousness may occur so that you (the alters) may sense, and talk with the host (core) but right now that may not be possible. when the host (core) is ready they will be able to sense, talk with you.