I can empathize with where your coming from. I just did 4 days in a Phosp for having an emotional breakdown and they knew abt ED so they hawk eyed me at meals and sent things up I didn't even order! Normally I'm a straight restricted but found myself purging then too. I too need support cuz my pdoc want to ship me off and I'm broke from the last 2 treatments. I'm at the end of my rope with this merry go round!