Obviously I was looking for a group of people to talk to. From what I have been reading, this looks like a supportive group that's experiencing many things that I am, and in some cases worse. I hope to help each of you as much as I hope each of you will help me. I'll post more about thoughts and issues later, and will send some replies in the meantime. Thanks to those who make things like this board happen.

"A wise man leaves the road, and finds the way."
- Lao Tse