I rested after a week of coughing & flu. I resecheuled an app't for next week which was just pushing toward me too fast, for how I feel now.
I decided to move forward with my M.A. studies, because it is what I do best. I forgave a few people and decided to seek new friends, even one, who can understand me and listen. 'Was kind to my dog. I arranged a swag I had sewn and designed, over my bedroom window. It will be my new happy place with trees and photos.