I can understand what you are saying about binge eating. I have used food as my drug of choice since I was a young child. Whenever I get upset or stressed I eat. I have this pattern where I will try to live and eat healthy for a few days, then the stress in my home gets to me and here comes the food. I will binge for days... then starve for a few.. and soon the cycle starts over again.
I want to stop this! But I can't seem to deal with life any other way.