Good for you Zombiette.
There seems to be a few kiwis accessing this site. It's really quite good huh. Lot of people in the same situations trying to back up other people. It's really quite amazing actually that people can sum up enough strength to give words of encouragement to others in despair or whatever. I'm glad you've had this breakthrough. It means you have someone you can hold onto when times get tough. I haven't found anyone yet as such who i can share the same experience with. I feel like I'm on an island unto my own really. It's great that all these people on this site have caring words to share and all, but the best thing is having a physical presence with you with similar troubles. I'm sorry to hear about your mothers mental illness at the moment- that must be really tough on you! Good for you though for feeling bit better though! It's a real big step in the forwards direction!!! I only hope we can all be this lucky!
-Sezzie-