I lost my mum last year the 9th of jan I miss her so much it hurts I stopped taken my meds and went into deep depression July 2010 I left my wife and four children wish I hadn't she sent divorce papers today saying I have a mental health problem bpd which I have my youngest daughter has downs syndrome I thought she was ment to save me every time I think of suicide which Is every minute she saves me I want my mum and family back I'm a good man tears rolling down my cheek what happened feel like no one cares haveing to battle this on my own so hard