Are you on SSDI? Normally on disability you have Medicaid for 2 years and you do lose it but it switches to Medicare. If your on on another state benefit that provides Medicaid and you ate struggling like you are try applying for disability, you'll get the Medicaid back for 2 more years then medicare. It also sounds like u could apply for other state grants.
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