I am thinking of going to the psych hospital because I have been relapsing very badly for intervals. They kind of pass for a spell and then return.

I want to tell them that I don't find any entertainment value in going to that psych center, where I have to sit for hours after getting triaged. Also, I get embarrassed to even be there.

I want to tell them that I am feeling like I am being overwhelmed to where I can't cope and that I think I am potentially in need of serious help. I want them to stop telling me to come back when I am really a danger to myself. I think that is a dangerous policy.

I go months seeing no one at the center and I have almost unbearable feelings of failure.