last night i was talking to my mom and was asking her about the father i never knew or even met... she told me that he died a few years ago.. i asked her his name and things about him and she said she didnt like to think about him.. she wouldnt even tell me his name... she said maybe one day ill tell u soon... im not sure how to feel about this.. knowing that ill never met my father or know him at all and she wont even tell me his name.... kinda messed up..