Well.....I haven't been around much so I don't know what you went through in November...but my short sight is telling me he's been with you for 15 years...and he's been your friend. I am sure he missed you. Our brains do tricky things, and I hate when people point that out it makes me feel sick and crazy. I think I would have flipped out if someone went MIA on me. Meaning....sent me into dispare. I probably would have left a nasty voice mail in the past. But...if you've read the "Venus / Mars" books, it might make you feel better. He may have pulled away to come back and love and care for you more. Read some of the "cave" chaper, and the "rubber band" chapter. Those two alone might solve your problems. hugs and kisses to you. I think your feelings are right...but I think he's coming back into the picture because he took a bit to think about it and realized life is better with you in his life. Just breathe...get the book, read those two chapters, then talk to him.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo