I'm sorry your struggling.

I'm so tired but it's 4.20am and I can't sleep. music is the only thing keeping me from loosing it, I've had my iPod dock on since 5pm.

I think I've decided what to do.. I'm not calling T. I'll just go to the group I'm meant to go to tomorrow then I'll come home and just see what happens. I don't care how it ends.

my friend was saying she was proud of me for knowing when I needed help yesterday. I guess I just won't talk to her tomorrow either.

numb. empty. dead.
"has no one told you she's not breathing"