have not been around for a while. Maybe mostly because I am feeling very torn with certain aspects and situations that have presented in my personal life.

I feel caught, confused between what I know is right, and a part of me that wants to be free. I feel selfish and at the same time I dont really care. I feel like my life is going in a direction that I know is bad but I dont care.

I need to feel this because I havent in so long.