Is there anyone out there that can ? I've had this demon all my life.
I've been on anti-depressants about 80% of the time.
There has been times where I thought I could get rid of it
using willpower alone. I thought I could cure myself. It was like trying to operate on myself. Successful for short periods of time but it always
came back.I've on so many meds , ( I'm also a chronic pain patient ) ,
that I think I've been totally rewired. I'm not me anymore. I've been
changed into a drug ( all prescriptions ) dependent nothing !
No willpower here.

Continuosly blue
( cb ) for short