You're both so organized! It's great.

Sorry to hear about the flashbacks, though, Purple. I have similar ones, especially when kissing my boyfriend. Nine out of ten time, when it happens, I go straight to kid mode. Though I have some vague clues as to why, it's taken a long time to deduce them and they're still just that, vague. Our minds are amazingly skilled at hiding things from us.

I think it's good that you're able to separate your relationship from these flashbacks. It speaks strongly of your character, as does your persistence in seeking out answers to what it is going on inside you. You're a strong, beautiful person, Purple. I wish so much good for you.