I have been depressed/irritable mostly depressed for about 3 weeks (treated for bipolar and depression for 16 years). So for about 3 weeks bf has complained I am not giving enough, paying enough attention to him, acting caring enough, not trying hard enough, etc.
He has, for the first time, started readling about the disorders, but still couldnt find it in himself to be supportive and stick by me. He broke up with me last night after an on/off r/s of a year and a half.

It has not been a healthy r/s but that lessens the hurt none. I am even lower today than in the previous 3 weeks. I have a pdoc appt tomorrow.
I am so down I dont know what to do.
He makes me so mad, breaking up with me and blaming it on me in my time of need. what a jerk.