I just found out that a kid I went to school with has been in the hosiptal because he has depression. I guess his monday of this week, he started acting alittle werid. He was suppost to be going to work and he ended up in toledo when they found him by a river. He wasn't answering his phone didn't go to work. His family kept calling and when he finally answered they went to pick him up and all he could say was I'm really tired and I just want to sleep. His family took him to the hosiptal to make sure all is well and they found out he has depression. I guess his SNL levels where way down. They said it is what keeps you from being depressed. I feel so bad for the kid and his family but at the sametime. I feel his pain. I think I may have depression. I have like all the signs of it but haven't tried anything yet. I'm really tired lately. I don't want to do anything but sleep. I'm becoming acky and I feel like I'm going to snap into pieaces. I'm loosing tons of hair right now like every time I take a shower I have a hair ball at the bottom of the drain. I don't want to have depression but I have been thinking for the past 3 years that I have depression. I feel like going to my doctor and saying give me anything so I can't feel anything. I have becoming more numb to things then normal. But then again I'm really stressed out and over whelmed with life right now too. I keep myself busy but I don't want to do any of it. I just want to stay home and sleep. Any feed back would be nice.

It all kind of mixed up in my head right now. So if this is all mixed up sorry.

thanks for reading.