I really like the phrase "if he won't accept you at your worst, then he sure as hell doesn't deserve you at your best." I feel like my depression got in the way of the last guy I dated and yes, I was sort of sad when he essentially cornered me into breaking up with him (wuss--couldn't even do it himself!), but I realized I need someone in my life that will be there for my ups and down. for better or for worse, if you will. I know what I say will not lessen your pain, but trust me, it will get better and you will continue to "date up" until you find the quality person you deserve to be with.

I hope your appointment goes well. hang in there. oh, and hugs!